to be different, to not be myself
or
to be known
the world? or just the closest i can ever get makes it enough
chances always left to waste, but, can i? one day, be known

i dont want to be me
i am not good
there is no point
i dont want to know what lies ahead
but what can i do
all i wish is to be not me
but here i am
i dont want to know what lies ahead

the list may go on...